Retraite: Retreat from December 02 to 13, 2022.

I arrived at the Ashram empty of expectations. I wanted to be Krishna's flute, which, because it is hollow, God fills every day with His Love.
The silence that I found in the Ashram was not created by me, I surrendered to the Ashram's silence, I allowed myself, as I silenced opportunistic emotions that the lower mind kept pointing out as if those emotions were everything of what I am, wanting me not to see myself outside of them, while they that were created by me... maybe at some point they had a lot to teach me and, in this case, I thank them and release this dependency relationship and even if they come back someday, I learned in the Ashram the silence to recognize them, maybe even welcome them, but being sure that if the emotions are mine, they are not me.
Yes, I already knew. I am what I am! But in silence it is easier to realize yourself.
Emptying, letting the silence take the room of thoughts. Allowing, no, accepting the silence that I found, a silence that I had never felt, because even without saying anything, without making any sound, I had never been in silence.